"Little Black Sambo! .... Little Black
Sambo!"
The group of kids called
him as they laughed and pointed towards him. Lefty was
remembering an incident that happened several years ago when he
was in first grade. This is something that he would never
forget. This was a thought that he had on this day while running
home for lunch as he did every day.
Sometimes
he would imagine he was Jim Thorpe, the great American Indian
athlete, running great distances to his home on the reservation.
Lefty had heard that story on TV. The reason he did not see the
movie was because the family TV did not have a picture, only
sound. He sat closely with his ear to the tattered fabric that
covered the speaker and imagined seeing Burt Lancaster starring
as Jim Thorpe.
"Little Black Sambo! ....... Little Black Sambo!"
His mind drifted back
again. Lefty could not understand why they would be so mean. He
didn't do anything to them. What he did understand was that they
were repeating the name of the little boy in the story that
their teacher just read to them in class. That was 1959, and he
was 6 years old. He was too young to know of a growing Civil
Rights movement, which would soon be front-page news across the
nation. He knew nothing about discrimination. What he knew was
what he saw and he saw that groups of kids did get together and
make fun of the less fortunate ones, the short ones, the heavy
ones, the poor ones, the dark ones.
At this time in his
school, which was in a small unincorporated community 20 miles
east of Los Angeles, a children's story titled " Little
Black Sambo " apparently was acceptable reading material in
his class, at his school and in the district. It didn't matter
then and it wasn't an issue.
Lefty's skin color was dark but not as dark as Little Black
Sambo's, as illustrated in the book. He just might have been the
darkest kid at Glenelder Elementary. He was not black; in fact,
there were not any blacks at the school. The enrollment was
primarily Caucasian with a small percentage of Mexicans. His
father was an immigrant from the Philippine Islands. His mother
was of Mexican and Yaqui Indian descent. He was born the eighth
of nine children. His brothers and sisters ranged in color from
tanned Caucasian to the dark brown of a Pacific Islander. He was
the darkest one. Being made fun of, because of his skin color
was nothing new to him. The earliest memory of his life and only
memory of his Mexican grandmother was her calling him
" Negrito ". He
was not yet 3 years old. He never really knew her as she passed
away soon thereafter.
Lefty
very rarely ate lunch at school. He enjoyed coming home for
lunch. He had it all planned out. When the lunch bell rang, he
started running. He allowed eight minutes to run the mile or so
to his house. He would spend twenty minutes to eat lunch and
relax, then eight minutes to run back. That would leave him ten
or fifteen minutes to play before the bell rang. What was most
appealing to him about going home for lunch were the meals that
his mother would have waiting for him. One of his favorites was
scrambled eggs that were
pre-mixed with a little tomato sauce,
served with some warm homemade flour tortillas. Tomato sauce was
a staple in his home, not only did it add flavor to their meals
but most importantly it was cheap. His mom found many uses for
it. She used it in macaroni and cheese, pork with peas, chicken
necks and backs, calabasas, ground beef and potatoes and many
more dishes. Another lunch favorite was a fried bologna
sandwich. She would slice it thick and fry it until it deformed
and a mound appeared in the center, and there was a hint of
black from being burned slightly around the edges, she would put
mustard and cheese on it and serve it on day old bread. You
would never find that on the school menu.
Lefty
knew he could not do anything about his skin color. That issue
paled in comparison to his biggest fear. It also did not bother
him much that kids knew he put baseball cards inside his shoes
to cover the fifty-cent piece size holes in the middle of the
soles.
It was embarrassing when the cards
wore out, and pieces fell out. His brothers taught him about
putting baseball cards in their holy shoes. They also told him
not to use the good baseball player's cards like Sandy Koufax
and Roberto Clemente, but to only use the crummy players,
and average players who they always had an abundance of.
What Lefty feared the most,
was that his classmates would find out that his underwear was
held up by a safety pin. When elastic loses it's life it loses
its effectiveness and there just is not any cling to it. The
elastic waistband becomes loose and wavy and useless. His mom
told him to use a safety pin to hold them up. He feared they
would flop over his pants so he overcompensated by pinning them
very tight.
So tight that he created
stretch marks around his waist that he would have all his life.
On occasion the pin would become undone while playing and
accidentally poke him. He would run to the restroom and fix it.
As far as he knew no one ever found out. At least they did not
make fun of him because of it. In the back of his mind he always
knew that Jim Thorpe had it worse. That Jackie Robinson endured.
Thank God for heroes.
Editors note: Since
the circulation of the book "Little Black Sambo" has
all been eliminated from today's school reading list, the Neen
Tribune is posting the contents of this
controversial book for the benefit of the Clan's younger
generation.
If you would like to read it please click on link
"Little Black Sambo"